Samu suggested i update my dead blog.heh yeah so here i am. anyway went to watch asian champs finals yest. opens really played very well!!! shooters shoot well. midfield and defenders too. saw how jean played. and yes kai ling wil work hard in gym. watching the game make me thirsty to play. its just so tempting. i just wanted to just run, jump up as high as i can to reach for the ball. wanted to just feel the wind brushing against my face when i do that. so far only do passes with kailing in the gym. been quite contented to just touching the ball. well, i have been hopping and skipping(although i hate skipping) in the gym, doing ladder work but not supposed to run yet. quite happy with tt. :)

Curretnly enjoying the moments of being with my loved ones. i'm opening up more i guess. talking much much more than last time. sharing my life. talking and hanging out more with my sis. surprisingly enjoyed her company even though our interests are totally different. here i am into netball, sports, and she's into dancing, cultural stuff. i'm like the north pole and she is the south. but spending more time with her, allow me to communicate with her. just talk. normally i can be in the same room with her for hours and talk a few words. well, maybe i'm exaggerating a bit. but tt's the actual situation. enjoy going shopping with her even though its my money that is used to pay for her expenses.

brought my little bro to watch the adventures of sharkboy and lava girl. quite a kid show. but he's bugging me to bring him to watch since it came out. it talks about dreams. and how this kid is being discourage to stop dreaming by his mom, teacher and the acts of some of his classmates. he is asked to focus on the real world, school, making friends etc. eventually he stop dreaming. then the so called sharkboy and lavagirl reminded him of his dreams. quite interesting. i feel its really quite true. kids are so imaginative and they have their own dreams of what they want to be later in thier life. somehow when they grow up, they stop imagining for some reason or other. maybe its parents. maybe its so much studying that they really focus on. or just simply because of the failure of their dream that they fear to dream again.whatever it is, i think dreams are important. everyone surely has a dream of what they want to be, do or archieve. you can dream of anything in the world. some are just fantasy but some dreams do come true. there's some things said by the boy in the movie that i find quite interesting:
some dreams are so powerful that they become real.
what happened if your dreams are destroyed? dream a better dream.

however without work and believe, they will just be dreams.