being in control of ur emotions is something hard. this is especially so when you are having a tight match. keeping your composure when things get tough. not to push the panic button when you make a mistake or two. to be in control of yourself, your mind and your body. its hard. saw good examples of those who lost their composure when things dont go their way. no matter how young or how old a person might be, its very difficult to keep cool, be in total control of your emotions and have your mind in control over anything else. i have seen some playing well, but when their emotions get better than them, they broke down very quickly. there's nothing anyone can help because they are the only one who can be in control of themselves. this not only applies to tight matches situations but also in real life. have you ever snapped at a innocent soul just because you are angry? hurt a person just because you are hurt by another? letting your emotions control you. i am guilty of that.
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my knee is still a bit swollen. went to see sport council doc yest. he ask me whether i wanted a needle to be poke at my knee to extract the fluid which will help reduce the swelling a little. but me, having a weakness for needles poking me, immediately refused. he told me to see him in 2 weeks time cos its still very early.so i dont know when my op is.
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