sometimes expriences in your childhood still have impact in your life.though you have grown but these expriences may it be good or bad stay with you for as long as you live.some stay close to your heart and you still remember them as though they happen a minute ago. besides expriences, people that you encounter during your childhood still matters to you. maybe not to some of you but it matters to me. though my relationship with these people has widened to a certain extent, my feelings towards them still remains unchanged. the degree of happiness cant be describe when i see them. like during the past 2 days, i was happy to see them though it was not expressed. them, i refer to my aunt and uncle whom i discreetly consider as my stepmom and stepdad.this are 2 people that have leave a mark in my younger life besides my mom and dad. i still remember how i used to follow both of you around,spend the night at your house and even call you to tell that that day is my birthday.yes, i was that close to you.however, as years pass and more things started appearing in my life,the phonecalls and the nights spent in your house gradually decrease.eventually stop. at the same time, our relationship gradually widens. abah ('dad' in malay) is what i call my uncle and mummy is what i call my aunt. you(abah) dont know how much it meant to me when you over the past weekend told someone that i was your 'child'. when you told her how you used to bring me around when i was younger. when you told her how your house is my second home when i was younger.when you sort of give me a quick hug that day. it touch my heart. though i may have grown, my feelings towards both of you never change with time. how i wish sometimes that my relationship with both of you still remain like last time. but sadly, it has widened. that is one of the things i regretted in my life. i regret allowing my relationship with you both to widen. nevertheless, i am happy everytime i see both of you and still love you both like how i love my real mom and dad.yup.seeing them makes my weekend more meaningful. very happy.:P